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Friday, May 21, 2010

Who will rise and who will FALL?

I'm discouraged today because during weigh in last night I found out I didn't lose any weight! I guess I should be happy because I didn't gain anything either. One would say that I should be content with the fact that I've lost 19.2lbs in 8 weeks, only I'm not!

I really really really really really wanted to hit my 10% weight loss yesterday. I don't think you understand how badly I wanted that copper key chain for doing so! I don't get it! I feel like I'm depriving myself of so many things for nothing. I just want a burger and fries. I mean who cares if I sneak a cookie here or there. I deserve it right? I deserve to lose weight!

So I ask you this:

1) Is it possible that you can gain weight from staring at a picture? Is it possible, I didn't lose because I've spent hours on end staring at the bacon cups in the post in the post below? Oh how I would envision that the yummy goodness that is bacon in my mouth?

Seriously, though. Do you think it could happen?

2) Do the points count when you pop a tootsie roll in your mouth, chew it, suck out the flavor and then spit it out? I mean you are not swallowing it! Right? So does it count as points?

Lifestyle changes suck! It's not easy! Life's not easy. Sometimes I just wish it could be though! LAME!!

All you people who can eat whatever it is you want top eat all the time and stay stick thin, well YOU SUCK!! No seriously you suck! Okay so I'm a little jealous, leave me alone!

So I need to rise above, because seriously this whole cutting weight thing is about to be dumped in the toilet. I'm not sure how much more I can take!



It was the two hour season finale and all I can say is mouth was left hanging open for an entire TWO HOURS! The suspense, the drama the horror! I couldn't believe all the characters who were shot. All the characters who were killed! WOW! I thought Private Practice had a jaw dropping moment when they killed off Dell during their season finale last week, but come on!

I can't believe I have to wait months and months for it to start back up again. SHONDRA! You can't leave us with an ending like that without telling us how it pans out! SERIOUSLY!

If you have not seen it, you have to watch it! So many twists and turns, it's INSANE!


Vodka Logic said...

I always thought Dell was annoying anyway.. but his poor daughter.

Way to go on the weight loss. I have been going to the gym for a couple of months, religiously and watching what I eat and have only lost 12 pounds..talk about discouraged.

Keep it up.. and yeah I hate stick thin people too... my daughter is one of them..sigh

celyn said...

You are not depriving yourself for no reason. There is such a thing as over doing it. When you do that you build muscle. Muscle weighs a heck of a lot more than fat. That is why stepping on a scale to measure your results is not the right way to modify your life. There are several reason you could have kept the weight on or even gained. There is such a thing as water weight, increase in weight during times before your monthly cycle ect.... I think you should quit that program and just do it on your own. But congrats on accomplishing what you have so far.

Lisa Anne said...

I loved Dell! How could you not have cried when he died. The best episode was the one where his wife died and blew up the house while making meth! I hope the show doesn't get lame without him.

12lbs is great though, keep it up. I just hate how I've hit my plateau.

celyn said...

Oh and next time you want to post about a show.. at least let your readers know you have a spoiler alert. Now I know what happens in private practice. Some of us have a life that keeps us from watching tv shows when they are scheduled. :)

celyn said...

just because you did not lose weight is not an indication that you have plateaued. When you do not lose for weeks then you have. You have a long way to go before you plateau.

MiMi said...

I just looked at the bacon cups and now I'VE gained 2 lbs. GAH!
I need to start watching Greys...I've heard so many good things about it but never started it.

Wendy said...

Weight is such a frustrating thing! But.. Be proud woman! Look at what you have accomplished in such a short time! And Greys.... HOLY CRAP! SO GOOD!

Nikki said...

OMG yes I watched Greys!!! it was amazing!!! I got home from class at 10 and stayed up til 12 to watch it. It was GLUED to the tv (other than to do my little hair mask:)) It was awesome. thats all, just totally amazingly awesome. being tired today is absolutely worth it.

Yankee Girl ~ Missy said...

Good luck on your next weigh in!!!

Lacie @ Creative Attempts said...

Ok first of all don't give up on the weight loss. I know all of the sacrificing sucks but when u hit your goals it's totally worth it.

As for Dell being gone now I was in total shock and am still in denial.

I haven't finished greys yet and its killin me. My DVR cut off the end so I have to get it on iTunes ugh. What I have seen so far though has had me holding my breath

Betty Manousos:cutand-dry.blogspot.com said...

Just dropping in to say hello and to wish you a great weekend!
"The Boy" is sooo adorable!!! Great pic!
Big hugs
B xx

Vodka Logic said...

I have a fun award for you :)

Ashley T said...

I think you did any awesome job losing weight! Don't worry, you probably gained muscle mass which helps.