Therapy can you please fill the void?

Am I demented or am I just overjoyed?

Nobody's perfect and I stand accused!

For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse.

I believe at some point in everyone's lives, well most people lives if they are anything like mine, we should all seek some sort of therapeutic counseling. We all have issues we need to deal with inside our heads and this blog is my therapy and all of you my therapists.

So with that said, have you ever.......

Just wanted to get in your car and drive it straight into a brick wall, just to see what would happen and how it would feel?

Does that make me officially crazy? Like "tie this lady up in a straight jacket and commit her," crazy?

If that doesn't make you think I am going crazy what about this?

Watermelon Pickle Poem

62 years old, now 8 in the memory
It means they're hiding from parents and not feeling good from the smoke.
It tells us that memories forgotten are never remembered exactly, its changed
or it never happened at all.
Taste-melting frigidly on sun-parched tongues.
Touch-cold
Sight-pink imperial slices, seeds
Because it's a strong feeling and its personification.
It's all a dream and unicorns are fake.
A dream like so if that is true, then unicorns are true.


Are you speechless? I know I am, this is just weird. I have no idea what it means, just found it in an old notebook of mine.

Yeah I think I'm going a bit crazy too. We all go crazy once in awhile. Have you gone crazy lately?


Maybe tomorrow I'll be normal again.